"Kingnapped" by Stress,

Well by the time i was planning to post it....i srsly was "kingnapped" by insane levels of not only fear but insecurity to finish the frameflixx 3 project.... I was more or less like this:

I have lost my "Kingly Senses" !!

And there were a lot of reasons to justify it...
One, lack of some of the best friends around to talk or text or cheer me up or something...and lack doesn't mean a verbal "lack"...I seriously didn't have any single person to share my probs with......you know Julian always has people around him to do his job, right ???

Second, the same monotonous routine.....get up at 8, Frameboxx by 9...work all day long and leave by 10 in the night....and its not that i don't like doing what m doing...i ♥ it ~!!! It's just that the result that is coming out is not directly proportional the hard work we are putting in.....and only a month to go !!!!

Third, Only 24 hours a day....everyone needs a a timespan to put the worries aside and enjoy the remainder of the day....i get home by what 10 ? And have dinner by 10:30? And then what recreation time do i get ?? And through what medium ? It's just my PC sitting quietly on the desk waiting for me and i dont feel like sitting on it !!! Can you believe it ??????? I don't like sitting and playing and working on MY VERY OWN PC THAT I WORKED SO HARD TO GET !!!!!! Coz I feel like i m hurting my self living in this virtual world of mine....

Fourth, the brain. Yeah. Right. My brain... During these experiences of such bad times and total radio blackout with the world.....My brain starts giving me nightmares....i had two...one of them being so bad, i woke up at 4 am all gasping for breath...and then i sat back and analyzed the dream and HOLA !!!! All what i saw in the dream was precisely what would happen if i had put all these situations in a blender and churned them to make a sensible dream.....
After working so hard even on Sundays and coming across some hard to digest facts....And finally i realized...

What is wrong with me Maurice?

I Need A Day OFF damn it !!!!The last thing i want is to end up with a cuckoo in my head !!


 And by now...i feel better...after sleeping for more than 12 hours....having a much deserved rest....

Ooh, isn't the green grass so good for my booty ! :)

It's finally time to get back to shape and kick some @$$ !!!!!!!!!! 

Party Time !! Aye-wey everybody !!!!!! The way i got the new vibe......I Like IT !!!
So if you got a  problem, shudup a leetle ! Haha-ing !! :)

Oh it is a party for me !!! A Me-iesta if you say baby!! :) 

God Bless.
Toodles
♥

JBeiber WARS !!!!!!!!!!

♫ I can't make up my mind mind mind,
So please don't waste my time time time !!!!! ♫



Can't get the darn tune out of my mind !!!! And man, what's up with all you losers out there bitching about Justin Beiber being a total @$$ !! With all due respect sir, seems like somebody didn't got blessed with any talents and with a wretched life !!
 He is a great kid, i love his songs....well he does sound like a girl at times but duh !!!!! Why do i care until and unless it's not affecting me ! What's the point hating someone so much ! I love his songs and i admit it !! Eenie Meenie being the best one...it srsly has a great tempo.....then 'That should be me', 'Never say never', 'Somebody to love', 'Baby' and many more i can't even recall.....Basically jokes, puns are fine to laugh around once a while, hatred is not.

I did 'lol' once. xD

There are many more awesome people than him....but he sure is more awesome than YOU coz he has achieved something in life at an age that you can't even think !!

For a 16 year old kid : His name is Justin Beiber.
For me. He gives out some good songs.
For his mom. He gives more than $25 Million a year. :) :)

That's how instant life changes when you want it.
Toodles :)
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Carefully planned plan of life......

Well !!!!!!!!! Finally the first post !!!!
Firstly thanxx secret for everything u have given me in life....rather....all what i have believed i would get in life !! call it fate, Destiny, God blah biddy bloo blah !!! I have it and m grateful !!!!! :) :)

So, hereby the Julian fan decides:
After all profound 'brain-things' in my head.....i have devised a cunning plan !!!! A carefully planned plan NOT to plan any plans in my life !!! Plans spoil the fun of enjoying it on the precise moment !!  Huh HA !
As the Sain Sumit Vaishnav says(LOL, are you reading this buddy??) :
Man should do everything in life to enjoy it....or precisely in hindi " Insaan ko her kaam ma zindagi mein maze ke liye karna chahiye..." :)

And  i enjoy talking to myself !!  Not exactly the habit encouraged by oneself still.. ;) ...i love it when i talk to myself.....cuss the world if they call it deranged !!  AND GUESS WHAT  !!!!!!!! That is what this is all about !! Finding some crap space(i beautified the whole blog with gadgets n themes....alrite lets not call it crap!) on the internet and post all craziness of my life as i experience it !! .... (a free diary entry kind of nonsense you know XD )

Hence from now on I will tell you bozos every single awesomeMESS that i would do in life...

And please darn those grammatical mistakes and stupid typos !! What's up with being such a suck to point it out !! Respect the mistakes man !! Pointing the mistake in public !...Think about the utterly high towers of self esteem i built !!
Srsly?
:(

:|
Alrite.
But be gentle and stuff u know ! Like " Man if I were you, I would buy myself a Meriam Webster!"
Well i guess i even know whose gonna point out first ! lol XD

Anyways.
Toodles. :)
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